Seth has been ignoring me for weeks. I don't know what is going on. He won't talk to me. He doesn't touch me. Maybe he is sleeping with someone else. Fucking Crystal Meth.
I feel like it's always such a struggle for us. Maybe he never loved me anyways. Just settled for me, because he didn't think he could get anyone else. Now that I've helped rebuild his self esteem; he's going to dump me for someone else.
I think about killing myself all the time. I tried to live life. I really tried. But everyone just rejects me and I'm miserable all the time. So what's the point of still trying?
I just don't get him. He's so selfish. He drops me as soon as anyone else wants him.
Maybe I'll just get a hotel for a few days and take a break from everything. Take stock of my life. I don't have to worry about money for kids or a house or anything since I have husband who doesn't even notice that I exist.
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